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This is The Fifth Floor, at the heart of global storytelling with BBC journalists from all around the world.
I'm your host, Farnak Amidi.
Russia's full-scale invasion of Ukraine is now in its fifth year.
Both the Ukrainian and Russian armies have faced massive losses.
Authorities in Ukraine regularly publish figures, but Russian authorities have released no figures since 2022.
Throughout the war, BBC Russian's Olga Ivshina has been keeping track of how many Russian soldiers have been killed
and trying to find out more about them.
Olga, welcome to the fifth floor.
It's great to have you as always.
So tell me, when after the full-scale invasion started, did you decide to start counting the dead?
Day one was a bit shocking for everyone.
But on day two, we were talking to my colleague and she was like, you know, Russia, and you know, if we do n't do it,