2017-09-11
1 小时 12 分钟I mean, Julia was never really what I would consider a very religious person.
So for her to even talk about God at all, let alone, like, to be in conversation with God, I was like, this is not typical, you know, especially while not sleeping and not eating.
And she was losing a lot of weight.
But then they turned where it became much more negative, where it was like not God saying, everything's gonna be, but the devil saying, everything's not going to be okay, and you're not worth taking care of.
You're not worth protecting or saving.
And that was the moment when I woke up and she was talking about devil.
That's when I was like, okay, we need to.
We really need to go get help.
So imagine falling in love at the age of 18, seeing that person freshman year of college across the quad, and knowing you would spend the rest of your life with them.
That's the story of today's guest, Mark Lukac, who saw that woman across the quad and became immediately inseparable.
They graduated together.
They married.
They started building an exquisite life with dreams and hopes and expectations.
Until one day he came home and found her living in a radically different world in a state of what he now knows to be deep psychosis.
What he discovered, what they discovered in that moment, the journey that they would then start to take together, and how they would navigate some really, really challenging times and rebuild their lives together differently and stay profoundly committed as they do that.
That's where we're going in today's conversation.
Mark is also the author of a book that details this entire journey called my lovely wife.
In the psych ward, I'm Jonathan Fields.
This is good life project.
So I kind of want to dive into your story here.