2026-01-15
38 分钟Somebody said something interesting to me the other day.
They said, you know, you kind of feel like a grandmother stuck in a 24 year old's body.
And when they said this,
I took a pause and immediately a bunch of thoughts and feelings that had been bubbling below the surface came to the surface and I had an epiphany that my life is kind of boring.
Considering my age, I'm 24 years old, my life is shockingly boring.
When I think about what it means to be 24 years old based on stories from my elders, the media,
et cetera, I think of chaos, mess, fun,
mistakes, irresponsibility, everything that my life is not, basically.
My life is really tame.
I don't drink alcohol.
I don't do drugs.
I don't go to very many parties.
I can't tell you the last time I went to a club, okay?
I don't have a lot of sex.
I'm like the relationship type.
I go to bed at a reasonable hour.
I eat healthy.
I exercise.
I have a routine that I stick to.
I'm incredibly disciplined.