If someone gave me like two options, be top 10 and feel the way I felt three months ago,
or have the ranking I have now, even maybe 80, 90,
but be happy and just enjoy what I'm doing,
I would definitely take the 80 because at the end of the day,
just because someone is happy with what you have doesn't mean you have to be happy with it.
This year is my first year.
I got into top 100 and I really thought it's going to get easier.
I was like, if I get there, life is gonna be so good.
I get more money.
I have less worries and it was the total opposite.
I put so much pressure on myself.
I was practicing twice as hard.
I'm really not having fun doing this.
And I've had fun my whole life.
At the end of the day, why the hell are we here?
We're here to have a happy life.
Why do you keep on doing stuff that genuinely doesn't give you joy?
You still have to be disciplined.
You have to practice.
You have to have practices you hate.