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And her mother found locked in a closet, her hands and feet bound.
I didn't feel real at all.
More than a decade on, she's still searching for answers.
We're still fighting.
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I'm Rahul Tandon.
Welcome to the documentary from the BBC World Service.
In BBC OS Conversations, we bring people together to share their experiences.
This time, what's it like to live with motor neurone disease?
Lewis Moody won 71 England Caps during his England Rugby career.
Part of the 2003 Rugby World Cup winning side, he was nicknamed Mad Dog.
in honor of his fearless and relentless approach to the game.
A few weeks ago, the 47-year-old began to experience muscle weakness during training in the gym.
Scans revealed he had motor neurone disease.
We processed lots of emotions over the last couple of weeks.
And I suppose when you talk about it, it's never me that I feel sad for.
It's the sort of sadness around having to tell my mum,
you know, as an only child, and the implications.
that has for her having to tell the boys, I mean,