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And her mother found locked in a closet, her hands and feet bound.
I didn't feel real at all.
More than a decade on, she's still searching for answers.
We're still fighting.
Listen to Hands Tied on the iHeart radio app, Apple podcasts, or wherever you get your podcasts.
This program contains references to imprisonment, child abandonment,
suicide and some references to violence, which some listeners may find upsetting.
A North Korean teenager is thwarted in his attempt to escape the country.
If I sent back to North Korea, I would be executed, I knew.
But instead of death,
what awaited him was some extraordinary advice from a fellow prisoner, a former gangster.
He told me you could pray to God for your survival.
The first sentence came to me was, God, I don't want to be killed.
Amen.
I don't want to go back to North Korea.
Amen.
I want to get out from this prison.
Amen.
I'm Mike Woodridge, and this is the documentary from the BBC World Service.