The Wimbledon Trophy was a relief in the sense that all my life I heard from supposed to be the great tennis coaches in France that I was not made for this,
that I would be much better going to school than tennis was a waste of time for me.
And so even though you're trying to convince yourself they're wrong,
I always had that sort of imposter syndrome.
So in a way that was sort of my...
Proof that they were wrong.
I've tried my best.
I wish I could have done more of course and achieve more but this is I gave everything I had every single day and this is me and That's it.
I went into an orexia and I was down to 43 kg at some point yeah On that moment I couldn't function anymore even waking up was difficult
Because your body has just nothing left on you.
My teeth was starting to wobble I was losing this much of hair every day.
My skin was just giving up.
When I look back at the pictures now, sometimes I do look back at them.
I can't even recognize myself.
It's impossible for me to comprehend that I was looking like this for other people.
Hi, I am Caroline Garcia.
And I am Borja Durán.
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