2025-08-07
1 小时 19 分钟all right let's do this how are you what the fuckers what the fuck buddies what the fuck next what's happening i'm mark maron this is my podcast welcome to it what's happening with you what is going on well i'll be honest with you i uh in preparation for the uh departure of my social life in the form of this show i've uh realized that uh you know i'm gonna have to kind of get that somewhere else it's a very weird thing about what's going on inside of me i think i i think the inner child idea
though a little hackneyed and probably played out is somewhat real it's an interesting model
because i do believe there's part of me emotionally that really hasn't really evolved that much
since I was probably 13 or 14.
And at some point early in college,
I decided to permanently lock that kid in a cage and just, you know,
kind of be different varieties of monster until I leveled off into a kind of a wiser,
more tamped down version of my adult self.
But there is this like need for me to to kind of let that kid out a little bit,
breathe and get on board.
I had this very weird moment after everything that's gone on over the last couple weeks,
just everything that I've been doing and showing up for,
publicity, the special dropping, just all the stick being renewed,
all the stuff that would generally overwhelm me and does to the point of massive anxiety.
There was a moment where I was standing in front of my house and I think this was some other part of me,
some younger part of me.
There was a younger part of me standing there inside of me who was like,
how'd you, how'd you even pull this off?
Whose house is this?
How did you do this?