I didn't get joy in anything in life.
Everything was kind of like numb, gray, probably call it depression.
And also like just leaving, I was like questioning, what's the, what's the point?
Like I wasn't actually like suicidal, but life didn't really matter.
Even still today, like some days are really horrible.
Some days are okay.
Not too many days are actually like great.
It's affected a lot in life overall.
There is no other way,
like I either be honest and then I can have a chance to come back and at the same time maybe help some other people.
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I'm incredibly grateful to Emile
for joining us on Tennis Insider Club and opening up about his journey.
His story is a powerful reminder that it's okay not to be okay.
and that picking up is a sign of strength, not weakness.
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Emil, thank you so much for being with us today.