2025-03-31
27 分钟Hello, welcome to or welcome back to turn it to care if you're new here.
My name is Ashley I upload every single Monday,
and I now upload on YouTube And I'm not gonna give you that whole spiel because Every episode
since I've been scolding you guys and kind of bullying you into watching on YouTube And I'm not gonna do that today But you did stumble upon my birthday episode
if you're listening to this when it drops my birthdays this week my birthdays April 4th,
I'm in Aries, and I am the epitome of an Aries.
I'm impulsive.
I am fiery.
I am hot I'm hot-headed Yeah, I did a birthday episode two years ago,
and I called it hot girls cry on their birthday and That episode was really hard for me to record,
but I'm really glad I did
because I've always or at least as an adult I've always struggled with my birthday I've always felt very alone on my birthday and I have always been surrounded by people who love their birthday and Everyone celebrates their birthday.
So I felt very alone in the fact that I felt alone So when I uploaded
that episode and I got so much positive feedback So many of you saying that you relate to the episode.
It made me feel so Understood so heard you're so welcome to go back and listen to that episode.
It was from like 2023 I think but I kind of want to revisit
that topic today because it's still relevant and It's something
that I still struggle with so today I just want to talk about feeling lonely on your birthday having the birthday blues and like why you feel So sad on such a special day I've heard so many people talk about having the birthday blues and how they cry every year on their birthday And they just have a hard time every single year But they don't understand why
because you know your birthday is supposed to be like this fun day this special day And you're supposed to look forward to it and they're like why am I having such a hard time?
Why do I hate my birthday when everyone else loves their birthday?