2025-02-27
1 小时 12 分钟In the last episode, we discussed how sometimes I can be a little bit of a hater, okay?
And I say a little bit of a hater because unlike most haters, I don't seem like a hater.
I don't spread hatred.
I don't put people down.
In fact, I tend to do the complete opposite.
I'm very supportive and kind and nonjudgmental and loving.
To the naked eye, I'm a bundle of love.
But in private, I can be a little bit of a hater, okay?
And I've always sort of been that way.
Like, I've always found, weirdly, a sense of joy in novelty, in hating on things.
I've always sort of loved gossip.
Like, there's just something about me that enjoys hatred.
It kind of reminds me of my relationship to nicotine.
For whatever reason, I just like nicotine.
Some people I know couldn't care less about it.
They smoke a vape, you know, smoke a cigarette, whatever,
and they just never get hooked, and they just never like it.
And nicotine never works for them, and they just never get addicted, and it just never happens.
I'm the opposite.
For whatever reason, I've always loved it.