Since high school, I've been cycling between two phases.
Phase number one.
Wow, this girl is productive.
Wow, this girl does not stop.
Wow, this girl is on fire.
Wow, she doesn't sleep.
And then cycle number two.
Wow, this girl cannot get out of bed.
She can't get anything done.
She has not gotten anything done in a week.
What's wrong with this girl?
Is she okay?
Since high school, I've been bouncing back and forth between those two phases nonstop.
I rarely find myself in between.
I'm either one or the other.
When I'm in a productive phase, I just feel like I have endless energy.
When I'm in a productive phase, working just comes easily to me.
I sit down, I start working on something, and I just immediately, like, click into a flow state, and things are just seamless.
When I'm in an unproductive state, it's the complete opposite.
I procrastinate beyond belief.