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I am not Ariel goodbody.
I'm Ariel's friend John.
I'm recording this message for Ariel because he's unable to speak at the moment.
So here's what Ariel has to say.
Hello everyone.
Some of you may know that I'm autistic.
I talked about it earlier this year when I did the pre intermediate version of the little frog with the big mouth.
Basically, it means that my brain works a bit differently to most people's.
I am more sensitive to bright lights, loud sounds, and strong smells.
I don't talk or act like most people do, so I often mask masking is when an autistic person puts on a mask, basically pretends to be like everyone else.
Because of these things, being autistic can be very tiring.
It's very hard for us to just exist in the world because the world is full of bright lights, loud sounds and strong smells, and people want us to pretend we're different to who we actually are.
So often when things are too difficult for us, we shut down.
This is when your body says no more.
Sometimes it just means being alone in a room for a long time and resting.
But this year I've been having more serious shutdowns.
I've started going nonverbal, losing the ability to speak as I'm writing this message.
I've been nonverbal for twelve days.
As well as this, I've also had movement difficulties and I can't easily do lots of things that I was able to do before, like travelling or shopping.